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Jim Kirwan Conversations with Layla Anwar
The Uncensored Anger Manifesto-Part IV

April 1, 2007

You can also view this article at hEyOkA mAgAzInE, with pictures.

Layla Anwar: I read that the criminal you voted for not once but twice and don't give me this crap about your rigged elections - this is your screwed democracy and this is not my problem and you voted TWICE for a bastard, criminal, thug , so shut up and don't you interrupt because I have heaps to tell you...

Jim Kirwan : Sorry, the first thing you said is dead wrong ~ and the actual vote counts prove that!

But how thoughtful of you Layla Anwar to favor the people of America with your vile thoughts and your foul mouth, however there is far more at issue here than manners. There are actually more kinds of people in this country than you can apparently give us credit for : just as there is more than one kind of person living in the grand experiment that is India; (your temporary shelter from the storm)? - At least more than you are apparently aware of. So bear with me while I try to answer some of the more serious charges that you, I have raised below - in the interests of finding better ways to change that which remains to be changed, so that what we can learn to live with what can finally be put to rest. . . and then return to what we thought the world is - once again.

Layla Anwar: So this bastard of yours wants 3 trillion dollars for his war efforts in Iraq. Four years down the line and your fucked up country with its equally fucked up military has not managed to control and seize a country the size of California. You can stuff your flags right where the sun does not shine for starters.

Three trillion dollars to kill more innocent poor people who have done absolutely nothing to you. Nor they nor their President Saddam Hussein nor his government.

And don't' you give me the crap about your upholding a dictator.

For us he was a saint not a dictator and when you could not get him through years and years of inflicting misery and starvation through your smart criminal sanctions, you got us and him with your filthy smart bombs...And tell that shitty anti-war "liberal" "progressive" reps of yours that you did not uphold him in power, the people of Iraq did, by hook or by crook...and however much you hate it.

Jim Kirwan: And Yes, Saddam was our creation, he did our bidding with our weapons, with our technology, with our grand & global designs that 'decided' who should live and who must die' - Saddam may have done these things in his own name, but he was our hidden-hand throughout it all. Right up until Kuwait, which was the trap we laid to close that chapter on the global drug cartel; created and maintained by 41, that's Poppy Bush.

The little general in Panama, Manuel Noriega was the other end of this inter-national drugs & gun filth that was run by George HW Bush - for the CIA and to grow the secret Black-Ops funding for his intrigues & his targets - those special individuals that needed to be bought or corrupted in order to create the bare bones power of their matrix for the New World Order on the ground - and throughout the world. To keep the secret SECRET it was clear to the Junior-Decider that Poppy's crimes must be sealed completely.

Noriega is imprisoned for life in Florida, but Saddam had more than simple secrets, he had to be killed ~ and that's why the USA invaded Iraq: to silence the last of that chapter in the criminal life of GHW Bush - the Father and creator of 'The Decider.'

Layla Anwar: So get off your high sham pedestals for you are nothing and deserve nothing but the utmost contempt and get that truth right into your thick little skulls, skulls numbed with drugs, junk food, violence and trashy soap operas and of course...dollars.

Those same dollars that you will be spending on killing us some more. A study, and only a fucked up country like yours would produce such a study, estimated that the cost of killing one single Iraqi is 2.40 Dollars. This is what our lives are worth in your filthy calculating minds and in your shameless eyes. So three trillion dollars divided by 2.40 and you would be finishing us all off.

This is what you are - a people who get high on blood and murder. You make money out of killing in reality and in films and that is the only thing you can produce. Just look at your disgusting Hollywood and your cocaine addict stars, that is all you know in life and that is all that life will dish out to you.

The same way you have treated others, you will be treated. I can assure you that. Nothing goes unaccounted for in this life or in the one after, even though you have no one above auditing you but there is One that will not miss a single act. This is my promise to you.

Jim Kirwan: I'm not quite sure I understand why we alone came to be such a passionate interest for your fire - I'm guessing that you're living in India of late - displaced from Iraq, but determined to make a real difference among those who can change this situation?

At first I thought you might be Indian, but then I realized that no you're not interested in the 33,000,000 people that have been displaced there by the Big Dam Projects - or the millions of people that were destroyed by Enron, when they came to India to pillage, to plunder and to destroy for just 'a few dollars more.' Did you take the time I wonder to castigate Kenny-boy or the Decider, in print or in public for what they did to India and the Indians: is that too much to ask of one who is only staying in an adopted country? If so How so?

Layla Anwar: Getting back to dollars, your green lord. What happened to the 12 billion dollars you stole? And they were not 12 billion they were over 20 billion dollars that you stole from Iraq and the plan was to use this sum for "our liberation." Twenty billion dollars that we got in exchange for "oil for food." Just look at this sentence alone - "Oil for food program." What a despicable sentence coming from a despicable people. This sentence is what describes you best. It encapsulates everything you stand for ... ugly, ugly lot.

Arundhati Roy

Jim Kirwan: You're right, Oil for Food was and is a very ugly term, and it was our idea but we ran it through the UN, of which India is also a part - along with a lot of other nations. The world knows that the UN is nothing more than a front organization for the Americans & the Israeli's, but they 'go through the motions of voting anyway' and so India is probably on-record as supporting those sanctions that killed over 500,000 Iraqi children alone. So it's not quite as simple as you suggest. For instance there is the nuclear weapons technology that The Decider just gave to India, despite the illegality of that "gift" (which India did not refuse). It seems clear that the USA INC. is the most hated and most obscene country on the planet, but it is not the only truly ugly nation in this world . Israel comes to mind, along with several others. But there is a passage from Arundhati Roy, about India, that might shed more light on this problem.

She said: "India is a microcosm of the world. Of course versions of what happens there happens everywhere. Of course, if you're willing to look, parallels are easy to find. The difference in India is only in the scale, the magnitude, and the sheer proximity of the disparity. In India your face is slammed right up against it. To address it, to deal with it, to not deal with it, to try and understand it, to insist on not understanding it, to simply survive it- on a daily basis - is a fine art in itself. Either an art or a form of insular, inward- looking insanity. Or both."

She continued: "To be a writer - in a country where three hundred million people are illiterate is a dubious honor. To be a writer in a country that gave the world Mahatma Gandhi, that invented the concept of non-violent resistance, and then, half a century later, followed that up with nuclear tests is a ferocious burden (though no more ferocious a burden, it has to be said, than being a writer in a country that has enough nuclear weapons to destroy the earth several times over.) To be a writer in a country where something akin to an undeclared civil war that's being waged on its subjects in the name of "development" is an onerous responsibility."

So I ask you Layla why you have taken precious time away from other tasks, to waste your thoughts on us, instead of on the problems there-the resolution of which could go a long way toward shoving that flag of yours up the ass of GWB & those who created him and who now support these global crimes against humanity and against virtually all the other peoples of the entire planet

Layla Anwar: You give us your oil and we will give you food . And the message behind it, we will just feed you with your own oil. Just feed you, like you feed your pets but then you took us on a leash too like dogs (remember Abu Ghraib - you sons of bitches) but I am reserving as special treat for you on that subject, later. I will not leave anything out, you can trust me on this one.

Liberating us with our money and our own blood. What a hideous lot you are . Sickening, truly sickening. I can't even begin to tell you how much I despise you. You rolled into Iraq with your crusading motto of

Infinite Justice and my motto for you is Infinite Contempt . And you deserve nothing else. Nothing else at all.

And I don't want to read any of your patronizing, condescending comments about how I should show you compassion. Fuck that.

Again, this is what your arrogance is all about. You ask the victim to show the perpetrator compassion and you come and say lamely, "I am sorry for what my country did to yours." Sorry, you are sorry ?

Jim Kirwan: You are absolutely correct this nation has not even noticed the over one million Iraqi's we have now murdered, we don't even bother to note their names!

And you're correct again when you mention that we first attacked Iraq. We were never invited into that country, Saddam or no Saddam,

We invaded like the barbarian hordes to crush to maim and to destroy everything except the Ministry of Oil. Then we had the audacity to bitch about the fact that those who managed to survive our repetitious onslaughts - simply refused to line up to join with the aggressors that had come unbidden into Iraq, to steal not just their country, but their dreams, as well as their very lives. Outrage is far too timid a word to even begin to describe what we have done to that ancient and revered nation where civilization itself was born. But you are also wrong because we have not said that "we" are sorry, because too many Americans have no idea of what their countrymen and women have done to Iraq, or to its people: and this is in itself a compounding of the original bestiality that walks the land in that ancient place - side by side with those mercenaries of ours that have come together with the GI's to steal, to intimidate, to maim and kill so many people that they have absolutely no idea of, just because they themselves are so personally poverty-stricken and devoid of anything like a real or functioning mind - a real mind and a heart would have to question every act that they commit IF these members of the New Crusades were even half-human!

The scale of their crimes is what will come to haunt them first, and then to kill us one by one in some particular and probably unrelated way - but it doesn't matter because those who die will be just as dead as those they so cavalierly slaughtered in Iraq or in Afghanistan: and most of them will go to their graves never even knowing why they died! That's the shame of it - because they must be told that what they did over there was WRONG, WRONG, WRONG! I was in the military when it was still created by a draft that served to keep the politicians honest - more or less - Iraq could never happened if we still had such a military - but that was yesterday and this is the nightmare of that tomorrow and now we must be STOPPED, the world over: and the only way that can happen is if real people on alls ides of this come together to each do whatever they can do - to finally put an end to horror.

Layla Anwar: You have destroyed us, you have destroyed our homes, our families, our livelihood, you have destroyed our country for ever, for generations to come and you say you are sorry and be expected to be off the hook that easily? You think you assuaged your guilt for 3 seconds? Is that it?

You raped and killed a whole people for no reason at all and you are sorry?

Fuck you and fuck your "am sorry". I don't want your sorry faces and sentences. I want my loved ones back. I want my relatives who are rotting in your camps and being tortured back, I want Omar back, I want little Hassan back, I want Nabil back, I want my home back, I want Iraq's wealth and treasures back ... I want JUSTICE. And the 3 million Iraqis dead that you killed and their relatives want Justice and the 3.7 million displaced because of you, want Justice ....You are sorry my ass.

I know how you lot live. If someone dents your car or takes one extra penny from you or you burn your lips on some crappy cup of instant coffee, you whine that your rights have been usurped and you sue and make millions. But then you go with impunity and unscrupulously steal other people's wealth and livelihood, strip them of their rights, rape them ,massacre them and you install puppets who are in your own image, as filthy and as corrupt as you are. And you have the audacity to say you are the greatest nation on earth?

Jim Kirwan: This nation is only one part of something called the New World Order, which does not have to do with nations as individual entities ~ because the world is now divided into economic spheres, districts if you will - since the NWO no longer recognizes 'nation states' - only the banks that once belonged to specified nations matter, because they're all private, and those who worship money and power remain firmly committed to the obscenity of those global designs that are only about money, money and more money. This is the realm of Trillions and up, all others need not even bother to understand anything about these things because they will never be admitted to those circles of intense greed an insatiable hunger for all of that which is not yet theirs!

This by way of a reminder that the USA Incorporated, should not be the sole target of your wrath, this really is a much wider war than simple 'new- colonialism. Even our barbarity has been stolen from the Catholic Inquisitions, because the new America has no creativity of its own!

Layla Anwar: These 20 billion dollars that your administration stole and which are unaccounted for were the livelihood of millions of people, their rationing to eat and survive thanks to your oil for food program against the Tyrant.

The Tyrant? Who is the Tyrant here you sons of whores, who exactly is the Tyrant? Your heinous "left" along with your equally heinous "right" moan: "oh he gassed his people" and what did you do? You burned us alive. "Oh he displaced his people" and what did you do? Conduct mass genocide and mass exodus. "Oh he did not respect minorities" and what did you do? "Clean out" the whole of Iraq along sectarian lines and kill all minorities by starving them, bombing them, raping them.... And you have the audacity to keep pointing the finger at a dead man. A tyrant huh ? what hypocritical sons of bitches you are.

You are the tyrants, your minds are tyrannical, your minds are terroristic, your minds are psychopathic, your minds are sadistic. Your are the tyrants indeed. Tyranny runs in your veins along with your arrogance and ignorance.

You are one hell of a sick nation, that feeds onto others like some parasite. 6% of the world population that feeds on over 40% of the world resources. Ignorant, apathetic, obese, spoiled, indifferent, arrogant, stupid, shallow, hollow, violent, neurotic, sadistic, perverted, superficial, ugly, evil lot.

Jim Kirwan: Guilty as charged on some counts, but not all - you're making the same mistake that the cabal's makes: you're trying to paint all of us as the same as those who designed this mega-lie have painted you and all your people. Take a breath and think beyond the rage for just a moment: If we are all guilty, then who on the inside, of the belly of the beast, will be left to slay this parasitic dragon that seeks to crush all nations, not just yours and mine? You resent the lies this government spreads about your people each and every minute of every day and night: but then you turn that hatred on every mindless buffoon and brain-dead, over-weight example of depravity and excess that the world has seen far too much of: but there are others here: people even that will fight this nightmare with everything in their beings, they are not concerned with your insults because they know that you do not speak to them. We speak for our selves, because we have not bought into the lies, the cover-ups or the secret crap they so want to spread across the world as 'truth.'

You waste your breath, because those who need to hear our message do not read: and just as those who care will keep on fighting, no matter what you choose to do - those others that you need to reach will have hit "DELETE" by the third sentence of this tirade that you sent. So again I ask - why are you doing this? What, besides venting that unquenchable rage that bleeds to death every day only to rise again tomorrow and repeat that self-same action all over again, the wounds as fresh each day, as if they were just made within the last few minutes. Why not turn that rage into productive energetic ways to frustrate the enemy instead of wasting your many strengths on these tirades that rail against the sun for for rising every morning - because in this world, your losses are immeasurable? You have much more than most Americans, you can think critically, you can reason well and you are more than just somebody - you are yourself. This alone sets you far apart from most Americans, so why not use your skills to change that which you cannot stop seeing?

Wounded Knee massacre

Layla Anwar: You starved, killed, maimed, raped, traumatized a whole people, a whole nation with roots that dates thousands of years compared to your limited history of not more than 200 years , 200 years of a society made of smelly drunk white cowboys, slave traders and ex convicts. Yes this is what you are. And for what? So you can continue being the apathetic, shallow, hollow, obese, psychopathic, ignorant, indifferent, arrogant, stupid, superficial, sadistic, perverted, violent, neurotic ugly, evil lot that you are. This is your curse. Enjoy it.

There is not one people you have come across that you have not destroyed or forced to liken you in character or behavior.

You destroyed the Native Americans, these noble people who have more wisdom than all of your race put together. You destroyed the Africans whom you brought to your country chained and starved. You destroyed the Asians whom you nuked senselessly and napalmed and more examples abound through history and they have not ceased ...They have not ceased because you have not changed. You have remained the uncivilized, primitive, uncultured, arrogant, haughty, greedy, covetous, gluttonous, people that you have always been. This is why it has not ceased.

Jim Kirwan: Please separate people from the governments that rules them, at least in your mind. NOT by way of excusing them, but in the same way that the Natives here understood that not all white men were treacherous or evil. Just as they understood that not all their own kind were virtuous or kind or necessarily "good." You're bigger than that - but if you don't begin to alter the depth of this pure hatred, then you will end up just like those you detest, and you know that's true ~ because it's been true since we left the caves: no one can build or re-build anything on pure and intense hatred, alone!

Layla Anwar: It is not about oil. You love barking like rabid dogs and blaming the "neo-cons". You keep using that word like a moronic parrot. The neo-cons are part and parcel of you. The neo-cons are a product of who you are, of your fabric, of your psyche, of your society to which you have blindly contributed like sheep. Stop blaming your neo-cons and start looking at yourselves because this is where it all began.... Right inside of you. Yes you.

Getting back to dollars. When Baghdad was occupied forcefully, when Baghdad was penetrated violently, when you have raped Baghdad and the rest of Iraq, your government for which you voted twice, set up a so called CPA - a coalition provisional authority. Many gangsters came to the Green Zone representing you and your CPA and you hired thieves like yourselves from the "locals" and you trained them in the art of perfection. In the art of perfect stealing, raping and murdering... Back in 2003, 364 million dollars in cash were found. Part of Iraq's wealth. A special aircraft transported these 364 million dollars to New York to be "counted".

Someone I know very well asked, following a press interview, one of your CPA representatives who was in charge of "reconstruction projects" and who was an ex salsa dance teacher before he joined your" respectable" government of criminals. He asked him what happened to the 364 million dollars in cash. Your salsa teacher smiled and replied "It is still being counted." My friend pressed more and said "It's been 6 months!", the salsa thug's face grew stern and said:" You don't ask questions, you should be grateful." And it was our money, Iraqi money.

Well I ask questions and am not grateful you mother fuckers. I want to know where Iraq's money went? I want to know who took it and I want all of you criminals tried for theft, embezzlement, rape, slaughter, destruction and mass genocide... Yes this is what I eagerly want, this is what I yearn for, what I long for ... I want to see you all, the lowly USA, convicted and shamed in this life and in the hereafter for crimes against humanity, crimes you have conducted since your inception till this very day...That is my ardent desire

Jim Kirwan: GREAT - and how exactly do you plan on doing that - literally? Especially without people here to drag them from those offices and into the courts, and then to prison or to certain death? Because that is what it will take to even begin to rectify the crimes that have been committed in numbers so high that they are almost impossible to count?

Hate all you want woman, but use the critical part of mind and apply yourself to what can and must be done- if there is ever to be a world again where trust between peoples can ever be re-established. That's the realkey to regaining what can be regained - because the dead shall not walk this earth again. But what we can do,each day to change this world and to arrest and charge the Barbarians that have done this is the most we can do for those that 'we' and the world have lost - there is no other way!

Layla Anwar: And my last wish for you, is that those 3 trillion dollars bring about your bankruptcy, your down fall, your end. Money is your weak point and this is where you will get hit hardest. Of this I am certain. Al-Sahaf, the Iraqi ex minister of Information did not lie when he said Iraq is going to be your quagmire and your graveyard. Iraq will be your moral, financial, political and physical graveyard. Civilization started here in the Land of the Tigris and the Euphrates and this land will bring you down to your knees

Jim Kirwan: Al-Sahaf was absolutely right about that just as he was right about our weaknesses, especially when it comes to money. The true blind-spot of the American criminals is that they refuse to see the folly in their actions, and most of all they seemingly cannot disbelieve in any of their bullshit plans for the ultimate empire - which is of course why they will reap a colossal failure on all fronts, and never even see that coming. America and Americans have earned what we shall reap from these malicious and thoughtless CRIMES that we have committed - and some where deep inside most people here, many probably know that, which is why they simply refuse to actually know the details. Because if that were to happen - then they'd have to think about it - and actually SEE what their thugs have done, in their names and ours and that will ultimately undo them in the end, the problem is that this death by a thousand cuts of yours will take too long - because what is needed NOW is a resolution, and a revolution to end this nightmare in its tracks, and end it NOW!

Layla Anwar: This land land will finally liberate you from your phoniness, your deceitfulness, your deceptiveness, your arrogance...in sum your ugly shadow self. It will liberate you from your spiritual bankruptcy. You will be able to be born again as a true people for a change. You need to be eternally grateful to us and bow in humility and awe, for we are paying for your true liberation with our own lives. Mark my words and say to yourselves, an Arab woman told me so. But in the meantime, am not done with you yet...

Jim Kirwan: Do not waste more time on these people, they will not hear you, and they cannot listen, even with their minds; because all that they will ever understand is what shall soon befall them because they chose too many times to ask NO-Questions of those who say they lead this nation: but who in reality only fear every shadow: detest every plan that might fail them in the end ~ because that's what thieves and pirates do - they MUST distrust each other, just as they MUST doubt their own bodyguards, and every single servant that might just betray them in their sleep. It's ironic really that the same people who demand that the world see them as all powerful are in reality terrified, of those that they spend their every waking moment trying to destroy, and all the while SECRETLY these scum have come to FEAR each and everyone of us - in SECRET of course: because somewhere deep down they KNOW that one day we will take them down hard - and that none of them shall be able to survive that day: that's their nightmare; and it's the one that some of us will help the bastards fulfill - even if it kills us!

Also see Where Conscience Meets Policy

Jim Kirwan

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